What you control, controls you!
Where in your life are you still controlling? Where is control showing up? Controlling things, controlling relationships, controlling behaviours… all of it! Sit with this control programming.
Ask what is it that this control practice is helping or hindering you.
Your disconnection to the self is speaking through this control. What is it’s message? What is it showing you?
This disconnection to the self is why people control. It’s the hidden fear one suppresses into the subconscious. Nothing hidden will stay hidden forever. Everything of the shadow will come out in the light of day. We’re at a stage in the game that all agendas are being laid out on the table for all those who have eyes to see.
Shadow work — is light work.
This is transformation, and if you stick with it, you integrate! And eventually you regain your power that you’ve lost. This is personal power, it’s the prana, or Chi. Regaining your power, your chi, your prana… Means you regain your vital force again… your vitality. Your zest for life!
In Shaman speak, they talk about soul loss. Soul loss happens when traumas happened to the person, and as a result one looses part of themselves because the traumas were too much at the time for the person to bear. This is normal and is part of the human experience. When we were younger, we weren’t taught how to do life or how to handle it. Many of us have to learnt to parent ourselves.
This isn’t the fault of the parent, our parents weren’t taught how either. They too lost their connection to self and who they really are too. This has been happening for many generations. It’s time we changed the game. It’s time we change these toxic patterns.
Now is the time to gather the parts of you that you lost in this life time and in previous life times. This is the return to wholeness and a return to innocents. But this time, with all the learning, all the wisdoms gained and with more discernment. This is the next level gaming in the game of life.
So, again I ask where is control showing up in your life? Are you still controlling things? How is it really working for you? When you lay it out on the table, is it really serving you?
I think not, control comes from a place of fear and trauma. It’s from the mind space, from the ego, from the personality… from the facades… and the masks we wear. Underneath it all, under all the layers — there lies the heart and the soul. They want to be free from all the restrictions and control.
The heart just wants to be free to be and to express. The soul wants peace and harmony. This is the Devine feminine waiting on you to let the toxic patterns go. The divine feminine and the higher self isn’t pushy. They have all the time in the world, for there is no time. It’s all illusions. This is the Maya of the Gaia! We’ve created it all. And if we created it, then we can uncreate it. This is the gift that humans have — free will. It’s with free will we get to play, experience, create, co-create and re-create. This is the playground of life!
Isn’t it time to take self accountability and responsibility, seriously? For if you want more harmony in your life. You got to let go of some, if not a little more control. Do it in a gentle way, at a pace that suits your body, mind and spirit. For to let go violently and ferociously, is yet another form of control. So be who you really are at the core and forget the rest. Let go of the rest and just do you, for this is the only thing we really have control over, the self. Only the self. Nothing else. For to control another is to take away another’s freedom. It’s manipulation and goes against human rights and freedoms. It’s domination, overtly or covertly. Passively or aggressively. Controlling another without their free will is a distortion of their path.
Aaah, the joys of life. What a ride! Messy and beautiful all at the same time! Enjoy the Maya, enjoy the Gaia… for it is only this one time that we get to be right here, right now… to do something different. This time, maybe we can have more heart integration with mind. Maybe this time, we can do it more heart-mind aligned.
This is the game of life — enjoy. 🙂
Blessings,
Antoinette
NovoStellar 
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