Holy Trinity! She is here.

The 11/11 gateway we’ve come through was pivotal for many, it’s as if a light got switched on for many of us. It’s this feminine innate wisdom that is now set within us. It’s like another sixth sense, like an extra arrow in your quiver for you to call on when you need.

The feminine innate wisdom is when you know — you just know. It’s when it matters the most and things are critical, you have this innate knowing. It’s when the light is bright and the shadows are distinct. You really can see — the energies don’t lie. Trust your gut, trust your feels. When your nose knows, when something smells and feels off — it’s just off. You don’t need extra information, you don’t need logic to know something stinks. Your intuition is screaming it’s knowing. You might feel it in your body, or even hear it, it could even feel like a nudge from the angels.

For when you’ve done enough of your shadow work, your senses get sharpened and your discernment is more on point. When the mask finally falls and you see the real face, see the shadows for what they are, just shadows. Stay strong. Don’t freeze. Don’t run. Face it, they are just shadows.

See it with eyes of the heart of the eternal mother. Stand in your power, stand with all your elders that came before you. With fire of dragon, heart of lion and grace of eagle — channel the wisdom, discernment and eternal love of the feminine heart. Know that you are protected, for you walk with your powerful wolf pack and you are their leader.

So run with the wolves, howl at the moon and bond with your pack between the shadows and lunar energies during the longer darker days of winter. It’s here within that your grit is found. It is here that fortitude is forged.

This is the wild, this is the innate. This is the knowledge we carry in our bones. Feminine power shows strength not by force. Not by overpowering another. It’s the brave heart, it’s the fair heart. It is balanced with the mind ego and the purpose of the soul. This is the holy trinity — the healed heart, mind and soul. The triskele, the trinity, the power of 3. It’s the feminine knowing.

In Celtic Shamanism, this union of 3 — the triskele, allows shamans to see the present, past and future. The Shaman often sees them self as someone who stands in three different worlds at the same time. At this juncture one can see life, death and rebirth. Past, present and future. Earth, water and sky. Even creation, protection and destruction.

This trinity symbolises personal growth, human development, and spiritual progress. It denotes the idea of reincarnation, the perpetual state of growth, understanding and enlightenment. In the feminine sense, it’s Mother Gaia, Quan Yin and Goddess Kali in union. It’s spiritual discernment, or in simpler terms, it’s heart wisdom.

So keep walking the path, the Wounded Warrior is now healing. The wounds that healed over have made you stronger. The character you’ve developed was forged by placing you in the fires from the sacred father, the holy blacksmith. He did this to find your inner core, to forge and sharpen your blade. What you thought was pounding you, was in fact your inner being getting galvanized to be the warrior you are today. What you thought was punishment was in fact initiation for the times we are heading into.

Express thanks to all who has allowed the lessons to play out with you. With grace and humility take up your staff and walk forth on your path — for you are warrior. So trust. You are the divine feminine and you hold the strength of holy trinity within. Aho!

– Antoinette

We are Sovereign

We are sovereign, and so is every other person of this earth. Step beyond polarity, into unity, in your centre of your heart. Allow the mind to be one with the heart and soul. Change starts with one heart. Unity happens with another when we harmonise, when we are in resonance with another.

Love unifies, love knows no fear, love heals. Love seeks no ill will, needs no explanation. Love respects oneself and the other. Love seeks not. Love just is.

Love is abundance. Love is health, wealth, joy, freedom, peace, harmony. Love is also powerful, forceful, determined, strength, resilience. Love transforms dark into light.

It’s the mind that should serve the heart. The heart inspires and the mind gives direction and form to our inspirations. By learning to calm the monkey mind, by allowing space for it to quiet, we start to hear the whispers of the heart and soul.

Discernment is maturity. It is wisdom distilled with time and experience. Discernment is knowing right from wrong. It can be kindness through absence. Discernment can look like doing the ‘wrong’ thing when everything is seemingly right but something just feels off. With discernment, inspiration, intuition, love, wisdom, spirit and some guidance we can find our way.

It’s by facing our shadows, allowing them to show us what is in disharmony that we heal. By not shrinking in fear to them, we allow ourselves to grow. So by quietening the mind, we create space to observe the triggers. By giving space and time for the triggers and shadows to say what it needs to say – we have a chance to see and understand them. To let them unravel, to unpack them. To start to declutter them. We start to discern for ourselves what is really going on for us. This is shadow work.

It’s in a safe contained sacred space, we listen and can stalk the shadow. Stand with love and allow the shadow to give you it’s message. By not judging, criticising, diminishing, ridiculing and ostracising the shadow, we let the shadow settle. That part of us that is wounded, that hurt inner child. The one that cries because it’s been neglected for so long starts to see that you are serious, and that you can be trusted. Over time doing shadow and inner child work, harmony can be attained.

So be gentle with oneself. When you walk the path to healing, you are doing all that you know best, even if it looks and feels like you’re doing nothing at all! It’s inside work this. Shifts can start slowly and only be visible outwardly over time.

Healing isn’t linear and it does not have a particular time schedule. The soul has its own understanding of time. Sometimes things seem to take so long to change because so much is happening behind the scenes. And at other times, healing can happen in an instant. This is heart work, it is intuitive, it is yin. It can be gentle and at times it can be yang, like a powerful force. Like a bitch! Because sometimes we are so out of alignment that the therapeutic process can feel like a savage bitch slap.

When you do the inner work, what you’ll find is that you’ve always held the power to your wellness. Ultimately it’s ourselves we have to face. It’s only us that can take our medicine and walk the path to healing. The choice is ours, be a victim or be the victor. It’s up to us, we are sovereign.

– Antoinette

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Cosmic Christmas Blessings

Cosmic Christmas Tree

In the deep blue void we go,
To birth a new breed of indigo.
Here within lies chaos,
Here within lies creation.

For it is in chaos that we find ourselves,
In the deep under belly where passion ignites.
Where starseeds are birthed,
Where soul stars dance in the new light.

As 2019 draws to a close — a decade of shadow work, of growth, of learning… we now pause during christmas to take stock. And as the new year rolls in — we call in the bright white unified crystalline consciousness to birth a new decade of a higher form of love,  a new hope & a new light.

And so it is. Earth Walker, may your old skin shed with ease as the new one takes form. Step forth now as you become the crystalline Sky Walker you are born to be. 


Cosmic Christmas blessings to you all.

Antoinette
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Shamanic Practitioner
Holistic Coach
House & Land Healer
Wellness Crafter
www.novostellar.com

The One

When you fight, you fight from the mind – from ego. When it comes from the heart, the heart-mind, the higher consciousness – there’ll be integration, coherence, harmonisation. Eventually love is the only thing that ensures our existence to go on.

Not easy when you take a stand and were born with a certain ‘skin suit’, under a certain flag and still evolving. Things are getting thrown up now to sift out the chaff from the grain. Your anger, grief and fear burns the shadow to create light. This is shadow work, it’s necessary to create a higher consciousness. It’s the way of the lightworker and the wounded warrior. Out of the ashes the Phoenix rises, rises to create a new consciousness.

The choice now is not so much about what to leave, or what to burn away. We’ve lived long enough under the tutelage of suffering. We know that story well. We know that outcome. It’s played out too many times already.

 

Flower of Life rainbow vortex
Flower of Life rainbow vortex

Now we get to ask what is it that I want to create? What will bring on my highest joy? It’s through our brightness, our lightness, our love for existence that will make a better world. It’s starts with the one. The one in us. The one in us that creates coherence and resonance with the one in another, only then do we come together as one.

When we start emitting our highest joy, like a tuning fork, others start to resonate and start to attune to a new vibration. A new song. A song of harmony and creation. It doesn’t take faith. Physics dictates that it takes one at a high frequency to attune many at a lower vibration. The proof has been in front of our eyes for centuries, it’s just that we have closed them in fear. Be brave, open your eyes and awaken to start seeing solutions.

It’s a beautiful, fragile world when we see the preciousness of life on this earth. It’s an honour to be an Earth Keeper. To weave a new world of love.

If not now, when will we get to shift consciousness so greatly with a chance to make things better? There is only the now we get to make a choice in. There is only the one that can make that choice. The one heart in us.

Namaste,
Antoinette | NovoStellar