Gateway & Portals

Are you feeling it yet?

…this 2020 Winter Solstice, the Jupiter-Saturn Conjunction, the dawning of the age of Aquarius. The rising of the Devine Feminine… It’s all happening now. So many are talking about it. I don’t think I need to add more to it. What I really want to focus on though, is how to navigate these times when your boat is a little bit battered and bruised. For those of us that have been here a while… Well, let’s just say it’s been rough waters getting to these coordinates.

So how then to get through these gateways?

Look to the skies. We don’t live in a vacuum. The planets, the sun, the galaxy, even the geomagnetic frequencies, and Schumann frequencies effect us. It’s these planetary, solar activities and alignments that can cause (ascension) flu symptoms and old conditions to act up. It’s during these times, we can make a difference for ourselves, and later for others too.

If you think about it, these alignments is the universes way of clearing our bodies of dense frequencies in preparation to move into the 5D consciousness. This years Saturn-Jupiter Conjunction on December 21st, 2020 is a major portal for the collective to move through.

For some it can feel like our whole body is being squeezed through a tiny gateway like toothpaste. It’s essentially an energetic detox and purging for humans. Not fun! It can really feel like a flu, but mainly without coughs and mucous. Some move through it quickly and others have symptoms for days.

If you do have preexisting conditions, it is better to go to your doctor to have it checked out. And if they can’t find anything medically wrong, then it could be that you’re experiencing the effects of solar, planetary and geomagnetic activities. But I’m not a doctor. I just read energy.

And if you’re Highly Sensitive, you’re most likely feeling it for sure! Although, at this point in time, I’d say, pretty much everyone is feeling it to some extent. It is 2020 after all. Nobody gets to escape this one.

The trick to survive and thrive through these shifts, is to realise that one can swim and rise above the chaos. Keep breathing deeply to calm down, to become more meditative — to be zen. To be one with the process, to just observe, to be a little more objective and to ground oneself.

If it helps… see it from an eagles point of view. Fly above everything and observe. Observe yourself, observe the others. See what is ahead and take the necessary steps to take care of oneself. It’s when we do this, that we realise that we can surf these Schumann waves and galactic alignments into the new heart based consciousness, the new earth that Eckhart Tolle spoke of.

These shifts don’t need to be difficult. When we experience it as difficult, it’s because somewhere in us… we’re still holding on to the old ways of being. We are yet to fully trust the process. Realise that our higher selves knows and source consciousness knows what’s best. And know that, by going through these trials, we learn and we do get to graduate to the higher levels of consciousness.

So let go. Let go of the fear.

These shifts don’t get easier if you keep resisting it. It’s not just humanity that is shifting, it’s the whole planet too. So, do use tools that will aid your process. Things like meditation, grounding, prayer, eating healthy, doing some movement exercise to move the stuck energies. Detox from unhealthy food, situations, people, behaviours and thought patterns. Get help from therapist, healers, medical professionals if needed. Do art, dance, sing… Have fun! Do what you need to become more you.

If you’ve read the book, The Celestine Prophecies, and watched the movie Avatar. Then you’d know what kind of world we are moving towards. A heart based one, one where love thrives, abundance is for all. Joy overflows. Gratitude is the norm. Wow, what a time to be alive! Let’s get onboard this train and create this world we all so dearly want. Star-seeds, light workers, this is the gift we’ve been waiting for.

– Antoinette

To Just Be

It’s taken the longest of longest times (years actually) for me to somewhat understand the spiritual concept to ‘Just Be’. To just be, one has to gain an understanding of the self. To be specific, to understand our ego and our heart. It was a few weeks ago that spirit finally revealed to me and a dear friend I was with through Aya, my dragon stuffy toy I have in my car…

Her message to me was, “I R B!”. “Say what?!” I enquired further. Aya explained further, “I are be… Instead of saying, I am being… It’s, I are being as we always are”. “Aaaaah, I see!” I exclaimed. “So what you’re saying is that we’ve always been who we are. So we just have to remember that we are christ consciousness already.”

Aya is dragon, so her English is just a little chinglish… I guess she speaks like this to get me to unpretzel my mind to really get the message. “Just be, as we already are” she finished off. Thank you Aya. Thank you. 

In reflection to me, this means we are the gods and the creators of our universe. We are the masters of our destinies! We are harmony, we are heart & mind in union, heart-mind. We are the One. Neo! We’re in the Matrix. We are the peace we seek, we are the knight who came to save us. We are the kings and queens of destiny. We are already well. We just didn’t remember it. We just need to awaken from this slumber.

Since then, more has transpired into my consciousness. Today spirit is saying to me… The spirit of just being is the ability to give and receive without expectation and judgement. This one is still unpretzelling for me. This hue-man is still unfolding. There’s so many subtleties to all these lessons! More to follow in the future I’m sure!

Back to this concept of Just being… 

It’s about the union of two as one, in Unity Consciousness… Harmony. It’s the Christo-Sophia, it’s the Devine Masculine & Devine Feminine, Ying and the Yang, the Dragon and Phoenix finally in true harmonious marriage. It’s when the two join and become one in harmony. Just being as one is. It’s the one with two parts in harmony, allowing flow, balance and rhythm.

Even in chaos, especially in chaos… It’s the human navigating, stumbling and the ability to regain ones footing. To be human, is to experience the messiness of life. It’s in the way we rise and over come that makes us into who we dream to be. It’s the ability to take the ego and let the heart open. To live openly to prepare to live in 5D.

As we navigate this 4D realm of the in between, much gets revealed. Much gets uncovered. When the shadows appear and the triggers are activated by another, hold space for oneself first. Have compassion for the wounded inner child in yourself. For the only ones we can change is ourself really. It’s up to the other if the other wants to change. For we all have free will, the freedom of choice. So let the other choose as they will. For to live as sovereign beings is also to allow others to live sovereignly too. It’s only when we’ve really help nourished and healed ourself, do we truly understand how to help another. From what I’ve come to understand, it’s by being an example and maybe an invitation without binding expectations or judgements, that others might see a better way of being. And still then, it’s their choice how they want to live.

So when these triggers come up, they present an opportunity to face the shadows of the past and to be the parent that you needed then, but in the present time. The now. We have the ability to change the past by being consciously present. And with the ability to reflect and enacting the skills we’ve gained, we are able to be parenting the wounded self right in the moment, in present time. We get to change our stories, and the unconscious narratives that run our lives then become a choice. We get to choose who we want to be and who we are. We gain back our power and life force that was leaking unconsciously. 

By doing so, we also break the illusion of time. When we can access the past, future and the now… then time doesn’t hold too much relevance any more regarding the spiritual, mental and emotional aspects of our lives. Plus our stories of being the victim or perpetrator can be transcended. We can rise above the situation and we get to sit in the seat of the higher self. And when we are ready, we can then draw down the higher self into the physical body to sit within our soul. This is how we ground things into our reality. Thus we really are the captains of our souls and creators of our reality. It’s when we see both sides, we can also hold compassion for all. It’s this union of two sides that split that is rejoining that creates the one self. Unity Consciousness —Love.

If you want to heal this old aspect of yourself, sit with the inner child, gain their trust. Acknowledge the hurts and allow the grief to come up. It would be better to a lot a set period of time to do this so that you don’t wallow in the lower energies for days on end.

To do the inner child work, create a safe space where you have the privacy and the safety for these things to come up. Do it with yourself if you know how to hold this space for yourself or find someone who is able to do this for you. Maybe a trusted and trained therapist, a shaman, counsellor or coach with the needed skills. Only do it for that set period of time and when that time is up, end this process with compassion. Then reassure the inner child that you are always there and that you are taking care of things to the best of your abilities for him or her. Then after, get up, move, ground yourself, dance, shake it off. Shift the energy. Just do something different, something fun to dissipate the lower energies. Sage the room if need be.

If the classic elements are earth, water, wind and fire then the 5th element, ether is love. It’s the void or chi that the Chinese Philosophers talk of. It’s the juice, the magic that imbues and animates life itself. 

To just be… Love is the 5th Element. It’s ascended transcendent Love. It’s the ability to be in harmony, to be well, to embody love in the self. It’s the peace we seek. To just be, as we already are. 

We are Love. We are compassion. We are well. We are as we am. We be as we is. This is when the I AM… is the We ARE. This is the way, this is the path. We are walking two halves into oneness. This is the Devine Masculine and Devine Feminine in oneness, in union in each of us — we are whole as we are, we already are, we are Love. So just be.

– Antoinette

Holy Trinity! She is here.

The 11/11 gateway we’ve come through was pivotal for many, it’s as if a light got switched on for many of us. It’s this feminine innate wisdom that is now set within us. It’s like another sixth sense, like an extra arrow in your quiver for you to call on when you need.

The feminine innate wisdom is when you know — you just know. It’s when it matters the most and things are critical, you have this innate knowing. It’s when the light is bright and the shadows are distinct. You really can see — the energies don’t lie. Trust your gut, trust your feels. When your nose knows, when something smells and feels off — it’s just off. You don’t need extra information, you don’t need logic to know something stinks. Your intuition is screaming it’s knowing. You might feel it in your body, or even hear it, it could even feel like a nudge from the angels.

For when you’ve done enough of your shadow work, your senses get sharpened and your discernment is more on point. When the mask finally falls and you see the real face, see the shadows for what they are, just shadows. Stay strong. Don’t freeze. Don’t run. Face it, they are just shadows.

See it with eyes of the heart of the eternal mother. Stand in your power, stand with all your elders that came before you. With fire of dragon, heart of lion and grace of eagle — channel the wisdom, discernment and eternal love of the feminine heart. Know that you are protected, for you walk with your powerful wolf pack and you are their leader.

So run with the wolves, howl at the moon and bond with your pack between the shadows and lunar energies during the longer darker days of winter. It’s here within that your grit is found. It is here that fortitude is forged.

This is the wild, this is the innate. This is the knowledge we carry in our bones. Feminine power shows strength not by force. Not by overpowering another. It’s the brave heart, it’s the fair heart. It is balanced with the mind ego and the purpose of the soul. This is the holy trinity — the healed heart, mind and soul. The triskele, the trinity, the power of 3. It’s the feminine knowing.

In Celtic Shamanism, this union of 3 — the triskele, allows shamans to see the present, past and future. The Shaman often sees them self as someone who stands in three different worlds at the same time. At this juncture one can see life, death and rebirth. Past, present and future. Earth, water and sky. Even creation, protection and destruction.

This trinity symbolises personal growth, human development, and spiritual progress. It denotes the idea of reincarnation, the perpetual state of growth, understanding and enlightenment. In the feminine sense, it’s Mother Gaia, Quan Yin and Goddess Kali in union. It’s spiritual discernment, or in simpler terms, it’s heart wisdom.

So keep walking the path, the Wounded Warrior is now healing. The wounds that healed over have made you stronger. The character you’ve developed was forged by placing you in the fires from the sacred father, the holy blacksmith. He did this to find your inner core, to forge and sharpen your blade. What you thought was pounding you, was in fact your inner being getting galvanized to be the warrior you are today. What you thought was punishment was in fact initiation for the times we are heading into.

Express thanks to all who has allowed the lessons to play out with you. With grace and humility take up your staff and walk forth on your path — for you are warrior. So trust. You are the divine feminine and you hold the strength of holy trinity within. Aho!

– Antoinette